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November 2018

My Main Character Finally Shows Up

For months I have been searching for an illustration or photograph that encapsulated the look of my main female character. I was painfully aware that my Pinterest board for the Regulator had plenty of source images for other characters, even the minor ones, but I still hadn’t found the perfect Commander Haas.

I had some pretty firm ideas for her look in my head. She’s an alien / human hybrid so that had to be expressed in some way, dark red hair, golden eyes and pale skin with some kind of mottling, freckles or tattoos that hinted at her alien ancestry.

Finally, whilst plundering the rabbit hole of special effects make up I found her, courtesy of make up artist Nichola Bendrey. In fact this look is so close to what I imagined for Commander Haas that it’s spooky. The hair colour, the skin mottles, the facial tattoo and alien bone structure are all there. The fishtail eyelashes won’t make it in to the Commander’s make up bag. She spends months in space chasing down bad guys. Elaborate mascara is probably not in her skill set or high on her list of priorities.

So, in order to celebrate my finally tracking Neylan down, I spent the morning procrastinating, by building a collage of all the main characters in The Regulator. My addiction to graphics programmes is one of the many reasons I’ll never complete NaNoWriMo.

NaNoWriMo 2018 – An Exercise In Accepting Failure.

I do it to myself every year. Every year I sign up for NaNoWriMo, knowing full well that I’ll fail. I write for a living. When I get home at night, wringing an extra 1667 words from my brain, when all I want to do is eat and sleep is just never going to happen.

But at least participating encourages me to sit down and write, even if it is only a few hundred words a day. This year it also encourages me to rediscover my love for my 2017 project – The Regulator.

I fell out of love with it after a major case of writer’s block, and ended up on an ultimately fruitless dive in to the realms of fairy tale and fantasy. Choosing a project for NaNoWriMo that would not leave me banging my head against the wall in frustration forced me to face the fact that I’m not cut out for fantasy writing. Space ships and big fucking guns are way more my style.

So, I got a new cover sorted out, dusted off the file in Dabble, mended a few plot holes, tweaked a few characters and set off for the the stars once more. So far, so good. Now, if I could just nail the look for my main female character. Despite hers being the principle point of view I’m still a little sketchy on her look. Perhaps that’s something I need to place in the hands of fate. If I find her I’ll know I’m on the right track.